Well well well

Posted On June 12, 2013

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听说人25岁时最烦恼。谢天谢地,我过了这个年龄了。

Untidy Things

Posted On March 10, 2009

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Untidy things are always more interesting as an artistic object than tidy things. Tidy things tend to look the same, while untidy things are untidy in one way or another.

Some Thoughts

Posted On March 10, 2009

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I don’t know whether it was a Mr or Ms, but he/she replied like this to my little wish and enquiry to go to art school.

“We have had many students with degrees from a science background who discover that art is what they intended to study all along. I would encourage you to apply.”

It is nice to know it, but I am not sure whether to go or not, since I don’t have portfolios, or anything to be called “observational drawing for a portfolio” , but I do have some drawings. I feel that I never escaped the desire to draw and create. I certainly believe that I am a person who is born to draw instead of being an engineer or scientist which I am doing now rather advisedly. If I had ever obeyed my instinct I could be now doing some creative artistic work I suppose.

Maybe I would change to an art career after completing Ph.D study, but why the trouble? It seems quite insane of me to think of changing career even if I am just a MSc now. I will be considered completely mad if I change after Ph.D. study. It is never easy to decide on these matters.

Something from “Jane Eyre”

Posted On September 27, 2008

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……and here I am waiting, while all sorts of doubts and fears are troubling my thoughts.
It is a very strange sensation to inexperienced youth to feel itself quite alone in the world, cut adrift from every connection, uncertain whether the port to which it is bound can be reached, and prevented by many impediments from returning to that it has quitted. The charm of adventure sweetens that sensation, the glow of pride warms it; but then the throb of fear disturbs it; and fear with me became predominant when half-an-hour elapsed and still I was alone. I bethought myself to ring the bell.

今年秋天的第一片日记

Posted On September 27, 2008

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今天我明显感到秋天的来到。就连环境中的自然光都似乎迁移到了一个与夏天的亮黄色光辉截然不同的波段。

中午去qqq吃饭的路上,道边栽的银杏树已是落叶纷纷。熟透了的银杏也都无力挽回坠落的命运,烂在地上黄黄的一片,发出一种腐臭。qqq附近的每一片土地都散发着另外一种腐臭。灰色的体育馆更是伤痕累累,浑身遍布着病态的斑纹。老得不能再老得小棚子和小房子们是”circle“的活动据点。里面不知窝藏着多少留年的,过了期的,腐烂的,变质了的OB们!这些发了霉的人们不由自主,不故意又身不由己的散发着孢子,不经意之间扩充着同类的数量。

食堂里除了学生们外,我还看到了永远绷着脸,严肃得像机械钟一样周而复始运转的 ”齿轮实验室“ 的教授。每次我从他的影像中只能看到工作和责任,从来探不到一点他的想法和态度。每天他都早九晚十的通勤,就连星期六也不利外。很难想像他的个人生活中有什么乐趣!

也许吃饭就像时钟敲十二点一样,没有必要享受和感叹。的确,有时在日本吃饭真是件麻烦事。没有任何想吃的食物却要填饱肚子。整个过程没有任何乐趣可言,就像人憋得难受是必须上厕所方便一样,但却没那么来得容易。既然是吃饭,就必须挑选自己的胃口可以认同的食物,而当便当和食堂饭菜的种类一成不变到可以等同于猫食狗食成分的时候,我真恨不得静脉注射一剂营养针,五分钟结束这个恼人又费时的过程!

Hello world!

Posted On August 27, 2008

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